RISK EVERYTHING FEAR NOTHING

Dear someone watching from the shadows,
The policy is honesty and nothing is censored. The world is not made of atoms. It is made of stories.
These are some of mine.
I was born in China, grew up in a small country town, spent my next decade in the most isolated city in the world. I am now 3000 miles away, embarking on my next chapter. The air smells verdant and pure, I am surrounded by nature in bloom, and beautiful people who hold such exquisite stories.
I want to go everywhere, meet everyone, and do everything. I will.
Love, someone at the other end.

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13th July 2010

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Your crush

Dear you,

If this were simple, I’d include your name. If this were easy, I wouldn’t be writing this. If this were anything but complicated, I wouldn’t be interested.

I don’t know if you’re reading this, you told me you do sometimes, yet even if you are,
you wouldn’t have a clue this is for you.
I’m not sure how this came about, it just did..
I want you, but I don’t want to be with you.

And I know I’m a head fuck, I know my mind, or should I say, my mind games, are finally starting to take their toll on you, I can hear it in the way your voice cracks when we talk these days, and you are damaged beyond repair, now you’re just a coffin, of a boy I knew, and I’m burried in you. In my defence, I told you from the start, by definition a crush must hurt.
And I’m not sorry, this is just the way life goes, you win some, you lose some.

We’re a car crash, an accident with broken glass. We’re a trainwreck, a parachute that won’t eject. So let’s just leave this mess behind, just to save us. We could strike this fire down, but leave this spark between us.

I don’t love you; when it comes down to it, I know a lot more about you than the boys you see everyday, but I barely know you. I’m just fascinated by your potential.

From,

xxxx