October 2010
51 posts
I am young, though, you can’t forget that when you think about me and us and what I’ve said and done, and how I’ve fucked it all up, how I’ve sunken my claws into you and closed my eyes and covered my ears and waited to be shaken off, ignoring you, ignoring everything, I don’t want to know, don’t tell me, don’t show me these things. Who said I wanted to be...
“In life, people tend to wait for good thing to come to them. And by waiting,...”
The person you used to be.
Drifting in and out of consciousness, my mind is taking over. I’m remembering the person you used to be, The best days The way your smile had truth behind it, and your voice changed when you whispered those three words. My mind blacks out, just as the sky darkened, ending those days A new morning comes, Different times, different memories I’m conscious again I’m here, though I’m not you’re...
Breathe dirt, sip your poison, talk trash, slam doors, spit on the pavement, fuck every person that’s willing, drive recklessly, skip work, inject your veins, lose your manners, punch walls, harm everyone around you, don’t shower, forget to sleep, cut your skin, starve yourself, snort whatever you can get your hands on, laugh in people’s faces, believe the lies, bleach your hair, rot your teeth,...
So close, no matter how far Couldn’t be much...
“One door closes. Two doors open. Open your eyes, you can’t see if you keep...”
You said once, when I was young, that I was like a wild horse, and that they are the most loyal when broken. How did that work out for you? See, that’s where you differ from him. He didn’t have to break me in order to earn my loyalty, he just had to love me. And he has accomplished that in a fraction of the time that I ever wasted on you.
