Drifting in and out of consciousness, my mind is taking over. I’m remembering the person you used to be, The best days The way your smile had truth behind it, and your voice changed when you whispered those three words. My mind blacks out, just as the sky darkened, ending those days A new morning comes, Different times, different memories I’m conscious again I’m here, though I’m not you’re speaking such pretty words but in moments of sanity, I know every sugar coated word escaping those faultless lips is a contradiction, a struggle, a lie of who you were. Everything you said made sense Within the fissures and neurons of my head, there was something missing I was doing a jigsaw but I couldn’t distinguish the bigger picture You handed me the missing pieces, allowing me to see with clarity But your answers were fake, and now all I’m left with is misrepresentation and deception. That picture is trapped in my head, truth and fiction interchangeable Things just happened for no reason, and nothing made any sense. so tell me, why is there still something missing?
I’m making a new blog. This isn’t the same anymore. It’s always been a release, an escapism from reality for me, and even though I never include names or dates, I feel like my every move is being watched. It’s become too personal, yeah, you know me, I run when vulnerability enters the game. Somewhere else unknown in the world wide web I’ll exist, anonymous and free.
“It’s all fun and games. Until someone tells a lie.”
Lie to me (Fling) is one of the most interesting, original and beautiful movies I have ever viewed. If you enjoy art house cinema opposed to the normal Hollywood genre, this film is definitely for you. It explores universal issues such as honesty, jealousy, commitment, maturity, understanding and ultimately our capacity for love: depicting the onset of our culture where we are all searching to find an understanding of why we cheat.
In an hour and a half, I was shown how people really are; always wanting more until we have nothing left to want. An attractive young couple. Open-minded. Sexy. Energetic. Provocative. In love. In an open relationship. Stretched to the breaking point when each partner finds themselves falling in love with other people, while still in love with eachother.
“It’s supposed to be me and you against the world, Sam, what happened?”