Trying to swallow this feeling down. Keep those thoughts away. Hold back the nausea. Forget all the memories. Clap my hands. Blink back the tears. I’ve gotta get out of my head or I’ll be here all night.
Things have changed with time. And so have we. Seconds turn into hours, days turn into weeks, and before we know it, my memories taking me back through the years. My mouth was dry. Hands sweaty. Heart beating hard. Butterflies. Flushing. Fast forward to a time less content. Tears. Anger. Questions without answers, feelings without reason. Pain. Regret. Where were you? Empty pages in our book, we repeated the same chapters. Like an hourglass, sooner or later we reach rock bottom. Only to have our world turned upside down, time keeps us falling.
Freeze this thought. This memory. That embrace. Cut out the bitter thoughts and false infomation. Close your eyes. Remember. That night. The forbidden night. Nothing else matters.
So tell me, whats changed?